Also, have you checked out the Twitter gay chastity community? I'm not a Musk fan, but #lockedmen is thiving.
Talk to him! It's not "topping from the bottom" if your needs aren't being met . Your relationship has to work for both of you! "I'll stay...
This thread reminds me of a fantasy I had years ago; I even started writing stories about it, "The Road to Permanace". The gist of the stories...
You're giving your fiancée your orgasms for a year as your wedding gift. As a gift to you, has she considered cuckolding you on the wedding...