slaveasa

How can you be a real man, and submit? I'm not a sissy, I don't feel inferior to women, but I love the loss of control. The feel of the whip, as I hold myself immobile, as I am locked or tied down. Don't understand it, still learning.

All my life, I was a type A personality, still am. There's a force of will thats required to submit, that is tough. A thrill goes with it, like bucking broncs, rollercoasters, control: none, excitement: extreme!!!

How to submit myself to Her? Its painful, not only physical. To control my reactions, my will, instincts. It is a stretch, mental and physical, I LOVE IT.

How to explain this.Its the anticipation, the suspense, how do I stand it. Release is an end,the leadup is the excitement. As young soldier, we stopped caravans in north Turkey, Opium being smuggled from Iraq. The smugglers were thugs, killers for nickels. It was fearful agony to wait for them to enter the ambush zone. The wait was always the thrill, the finish; an anticlimax

How to make the cb3000 stay on!!! I have a small sack, not much loose, so the balls tend to pull thru, every time. Got a PA & will use that for PA5K, but ball stretching goes on.oww

slaveasa, I would be much more comfortable having you as a friend if your profile gave me more insite into you and told me more information about you and your Mistress and your lifestyle. It would be nice to see or know more about you before I accepted your friend request.