bknd90
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Birthday:
Aug 28, 1992 (Age: 30)
Location: (Country, Region - and perhaps even City?):
Texas

bknd90

Stella's Paradyce, Male, 30, from Texas

Happy Ramadan - I'm not participating. However, I've decided that I will be locked up for Ramadan. Will need ideas on how to celebrate Eid. Mar 22, 2023 at 9:56 PM

bknd90 was last seen:
Mar 23, 2023 at 2:41 AM
    1. bknd90
      bknd90
      Happy Ramadan - I'm not participating. However, I've decided that I will be locked up for Ramadan. Will need ideas on how to celebrate Eid.
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    2. bknd90
      bknd90
      There are a lot of local doms/friends that have expressed interest in being my KH... im overwhelmed with who to give my key to...
      Ginanhanes and Miss Bella like this.
      1. bknd90
        bknd90
        An idea I had was to have my keys passed around the doms... that could be a fun game of guessing which dom is holding my keys... but it can also be dangerous lol
        Mar 18, 2023 at 4:00 PM
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      2. Miss Bella
        Miss Bella
        playing hot cockpotato with someone’s keys sounds like a good time — let us know if you happen to do it !
        Mar 18, 2023 at 10:19 PM
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      3. TangoSub
        TangoSub
        I have heard of playing "who has my remote" for either vibe or estim at parties and always wanted to try that. The key idea however sounds really interesting. Perhaps you would have to do a task/punishment to see if KH actually has the real keys each time
        Mar 19, 2023 at 3:31 AM
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    3. bknd90
      bknd90
      Spring break starts today, so I'm back in my cage... btw might have potentially met a keyholder last night at a munch... *nervous laugh*
      1. bknd90
        bknd90
        Had a good little chastity warmup during the spring break - def. my itch for chastity has come back... Hoping to eventually start my progression/training from last I stopped last year...
        Mar 22, 2023 at 9:53 PM
    4. jemima
      jemima
      well it nice that you have join here anyways. xx
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    5. bknd90
      bknd90
      lol just realized that my profile says I've only been on CM for 2 years... but I've been lurking here since 2014 hehehe
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      2. bknd90
        bknd90
        Without going into too much personal detail... I've unfortunately experienced a lot of personal trauma since the pandemic... I realized life is too short not to have a little bit of fun. Chastity, sissification, and my other kinks/fetishes have become an escapism/stress relief from my reality - however, I'm trying to find the balance of not abusing/dependent on my kinks as the only form of happiness...
        Mar 1, 2023
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      3. Miss Bella
        Miss Bella
        I feel this myself in a way -- life can be a never ending series of trauma so finding something that brings joy while giving yourself the grace to feel worthy of enjoying that is a hugely powerful thing. Keep being beautiful, gurl, and if you ride the ups and downs of life hard enough, balance will surely 'come' even if you don't ! hehe :3
        Mar 2, 2023
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      4. bknd90
        bknd90
        I really appreciate your kind, warm, and encouraging words Miss Bella - thank you!!
        Mar 2, 2023
    6. bknd90
      bknd90
      Slowly starting to passively get back into kink... aiming to get back into chastity around spring break...
    7. bknd90
      bknd90
      Appreciate the hospitality everyone has shown me this year! Will be on mini-hiatus Need to refocus/find balance in life... stay safe
    8. bknd90
      bknd90
      So I'm able to cum/edge myself with my current cage... time to shop/upgrade my cage...
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      1. sis_nikki
        sis_nikki
        That's the right attitude gurl! Anything in particular in mind?
        Dec 2, 2022
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      2. bknd90
        bknd90
        Something cheap and metal. I primarily want to prevent myself cumming while watching porn, so I'll just wear it during my goon sessions - so thinking of an enclosed-style cage. In the future Im very interested in spending money getting a custom cage but atm
        Dec 2, 2022
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      3. sis_nikki
        sis_nikki
        I hear you gurl, send you a link over on the blue balls app, hope you find something useful! <3
        Dec 2, 2022
    9. bknd90
      bknd90
      Went dressed up as Stella for the first time in public this past Friday! Went to a femdom Munch...
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    10. MistressS
      MistressS
      I like what I see. Like to join My group of gurls & I'll post your pics especially after you done a task.
      1. bknd90
        bknd90
        TY - appreciate the consideration, however, I'm not currently looking to be owned. Just trying to go with the flow of life rn...
        Sep 7, 2022
    11. bknd90
      bknd90
      I wish I could post more pics... but I gotta delete my old ones to make space...
    12. bknd90
      bknd90
      I'll just say this... depression fucking sucks...
      1. amalgam
        amalgam
        Hang in there!
        May 31, 2022
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    13. bknd90
      bknd90
      my sissy name - Stella Paradyce! if i can fix my weird deleted photo album, ill post some pics... ngl ngl ive uped my game a bit hehehe
      1. stallionBoi
        stallionBoi
        Paradyce... I like it!

        Let me know if you found a fix for the "weird deleted photo album"...

        Unintentionally did the same thing, now it's stuck there in limbo.
        Dec 16, 2022
      2. bknd90
        bknd90
        I had to delete the album and start from scratch honestly. I really wish we were album to post more than 10 pics...
        Dec 16, 2022
    14. bknd90
      bknd90
      just got the Chaster app... lets see what trouble I get into hehe
    15. bknd90
      bknd90
      Like Icarus I flew too close to the sun, however I at least got the chance to fly high and feel the warmth!
    16. bknd90
      bknd90
      I just contact a professional Dominatrix for the first time... lets see if anything happens...
      1. bknd90
        bknd90
        ... welp, she flaked on me (she was going to drive from Austin to Houston to visit) but last second called it off... However! I'm meeting with another dominatrix (post-op trans woman) tomorrow! fingers crossed....
        Sep 10, 2021
      2. bknd90
        bknd90
        It was a fun night! A little awkward as we met in public and she had roommates but it was so fun! I need to go back to her soon!
        Sep 11, 2021
    17. bknd90
      bknd90
    18. bknd90
      bknd90
      My porn flow: vanilla → lesbian → bondage → femdom → chastity → sissy/fem → CD/traps → gay/twink → gay rubber/dom → beta loster → chastity!
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    19. bknd90
      bknd90
      Started online dating - I think I've been hooodwinked. You should not send a pic of your cage to a pretty girl out of your league lol
      Aspire02 likes this.
    20. bknd90
      bknd90
      Bday idea based on age - edge for 29 min, play with my toys for 29min, ruin orgasm in 29 sec. - now to think of a punishment if I fail...
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  • About

    Gender:
    Male
    Birthday:
    Aug 28, 1992 (Age: 30)
    Location: (Country, Region - and perhaps even City?):
    Texas
    My key is held by:
    Myself
    Locked since:
    On/off locked since Aug 2021.
    Your chastity role:
    • Submissive
    • Sissy
    • Vanilla
    • Maid
    Chastity devices:
    CB 6000 - knock off/ still own
    HolyTrainer V4 Small - gave it away to my sissy teacher
    KINK3D N+ - gave it away to my sissy teacher
    KINK3D N - still own
    Terrance Metal Ergo Cage - currently wearing
    Chastity resume:
    CB 6000 - Feb 2021 - about 2 weeks
    HolyTrainer V4 Small - Apr - May 2021 - about a month
    KINK3D N+ - Aug 2021 - about 1 week
    KINK3D N - Aug - Dec 2021 - on/off for 3 months
    Terrance Metal Ergo Cage - Aug 2022 - up to date
    | pussyfree | PIV virgin♍| chastity | beta | sissy | goon | pervert |

    Hi...

    I am a part-time sissy who is very shy/introverted/inexperienced... just trying to go with the flow, escape reality, and connect with new friends...

    I'm very much into bondage, femdom (gentle/flirty/sensual), tease/denial, chastity, sissification, psychological control, edging, etc...

    I'm also known as: bknd92/bknd90/bknd9290 (various other platforms)...

    I like to make my own captions, vids/gifs, and love to discuss the philosophy about kinks/fetishes...

    For all my content :

    https://linktr.ee/stellasparadyce

    https://allmylinks.com/stellasparadyce

    Stella

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    Content:
    FetLife:
    https://fetlife.com/users/3923115
    Discord:
    Stella's Paradyce#9792
    Tumblr:
    https://stellasparadyce.bdsmlr.com/
    Twitter:
    https://twitter.com/stellasparadyce

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    Preoccupied with a single leaf, you won’t see the tree. Preoccupied with a single tree, you’ll miss the entire forest. Preoccupied with the forest... you might miss me ...
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