AnubisVoila

Dear Chastity Mansion Members,

I developed a spontaneous fetish for chastity about 25 years ago, when I was 30. It seemed like a perfect extension of my castration fetish, but instead of losing sexual arousal entirely, chastity <keeps> the capacity for arousal but DENIES its possibility - which is *much* more cruel! The idea of someone else (a sexy, cruel, Dominant woman!) controlling my ability to orgasm is fabulously exciting!

Before discovering that there was a name for this fetish, or other people into it, I went to hardware stores and made my own (bulky!) devices that were anything but comfortable, hygienic, or wearable for any length of time... Nevertheless, I was hooked on the quest for <real> chastity. It is a quest, that for me, has taken years.

I soon discovered Tollyboy and other chastity device manufacturers, which were way outside my price range and, over the years, purchased 5 different devices: a CB 2000; a $25 knockoff of the PA Jacket O2; a handcuff welded to a bent tube; and one other linked to a testicle lock. As of just yesterday, I have been locked into my HappyGo for what will almost certainly be a very <<long-term>> chastity regimen under the supervision of my new Key Holder, Mistress Christine ("Foljambe" on FetLife).

I am *thrilled* and also a bit nervous about long-term chastity...! On the one hand, I'm enjoying the wafer of acute, frustrated sexual arousal that I'm feeling almost every moment of the day. I'm not sure how - or <if> - I can endure not being able to masturbate, as I am used to releasing every single day...! This is sure to be a deliciously punishing ordeal - a punishment I most richly deserve for years of believing and behaving as though *my pleasure* were the be-all and end-all. The experience of being teased and <thoroughly> ***denied*** is going to bring me into LONG overdue and uncharted terrain!

Wish me luck!

24 hours in chastity and counting...!

I am <<quite>> horny! ;-)

~ Alex
AnubisVoila
Fet: AnubisVoila
PilloriedSissy@Gmail.com