The real feeling of Chastity

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    Mobico's wife put him through nearly all the stages of permanently addicting him to her, and it really is an addiction. She now has to ramp it up to complete the process. I would guess that he is naked all the time, except when going to work, taking it up the ass with various toys and other non-gay men, and being beaten within an inch of his life. Willingly doing something that he would not do under any circumstances before is the final test of her control. He can't post here because he has no access. She may or may not allow him access later.

    I have to wonder why so many women chose the full addiction route, when partial addiction is sufficient to accomplish just about anything you would want the change in a man.

    I also wonder why so many men seem OK with full addiction, and even crave it.
     
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    Oh god! before you mention the giant meteor heading towards earth and the fact that we are all doomed have you considered that maybe Mobi is enjoying himself so much that he has better things to do than sit in front of a screen and let everyone else know!:rolleyes:
     
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    I'm with Constance here.... It might not be that severe yet but it sure seems to be heading down that exact path.
     
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    I don't wonder about M's marriage. I've seen evidence of lots of love and mutual gratification in their submission and dominance. I'm just sad that we've been disconnected from him for three weeks.
    SFD
     
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    Hi..Yup..been a long few weeks. I've only got a few mins before she's out of the shower, but to say the obvious, I've not been on the computer; nor do I think I'll be on anytime soon. Ms. Suz party was a breaking point for me. I must say that after giving all the sh$t to SFD, he did end up being right. Its official..I've sucked cock..And it isn't really as bad as I thought it would be. The thing that turned me on the most was watching my princess watch me. So SFD, my apologizes.

    I hope I can go into more details later, but needless to say I've been completely under her thumb, and expect to be there for the next little while.

    M
     
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    It's great to hear from you again. I'm so glad to know that you're safe.
    SFD.
     
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    I hate to sound negative, but that was a totally heartbreaking update!
    She has completely broken you & she removed everything "Mobico" from you & your marriage.

    I know I might start a big flame war by saying this but I just don't see any love coming from her. Over the course of your journey she has changed who you are & she has been so effective at it that I don't know if it will ever be possible for you to see it. She has gotten you to the point where all she has to do is pretend to get off on something & you do it just to please her. She is totally exploiting your love & devotion to her & she has no regard how ANY OF IT makes MOBICO feel!!

    Ever since I found this thread a few months ago I've been wanting to say something but I'm not very good at putting my thoughts down on paper (or a keyboard). The easiest way to sum up my thoughts on your journey is to say that at first I was excited for you, but the farther along I read the worse I felt for you. I'm not an emotional person but I can truthfully say that as I progressed through your story the pit in my stomach got bigger & bigger until I was straight-up crying as I read the last 10 pages or so.

    I just don't see any good ever coming out of this relationship for you Mobico. With her lack of respect towards you & her lack of regard towards YOUR FEELINGS I only see things getting worse & I don't think you'll even be able to realize it. I hate to say it but my gut keeps telling me that she has either replaced you with another man or she is slowly conditioning you to accept the fact that she is going to start having sexual relations with other men.
     
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    To the members of this forum. I am now leaving you, for reasons of a religious change in my life, which has nothing to do with any comments, events or circumstances from the discussions here. I wish Mobico well and all of you, in your own pursuits. I have explained this in much more detail in a private posting to Mobico.
    SFD
     
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    SFD, I don't know if you'll see this, but we've been both responding/supporting in our own way here for a while. Your caring was apparent, wherever life takes you, please take care of yourself.

    As for recent developments, I'm glad she hasn't absolutely curtailed your computer access/blocked this forum. Isn't it amazing how we can respond to conditioning and expand ourselves in order to please another? I recall how adamant about no interest in male contact, always thinking to myself, but how is that relevant to her interest and your desire to please her in that moment, not embarrass her then, and not have worse ramifications latter?

    For those worried, realize they have played with various partners in the past, and that isn't an interest that's been apparent here currently, so not an existing worry/fear IMO. Also, there is always the option to swing by the hardware store and get tools to remove things, or fire department, or hospital, and although supposed embarrassment is there to prevent getting out, the ramifications of such blackmail would affect both parties dramatically.

    So although this relationship does not follow safe, sane, consensual guidelines of play in the strictest sense, so far permanent harm hasn't been done. The psychological ramifications of hypnosis/brain-washing would be the most lingering (as evidenced at the holiday break). Most play activities/limit-pushing is essentially temporary.

    As I've expressed appreciation of wonderful sharing of this experience in the past, I do so again, thanks for letting us have insights into your "wild ride", and I hope you are able to share more, for your own expressive sanity if nothing else!
     
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    My best to you SFD. Funny, we were the ones that received derisive commentary from others regarding our observations and predictions (not fantasies) of where we saw M headed and shock of shocks we were CORRECT. We each WANT and WISH for different things from this lifestyle, but once we allow the lock to click shut it all changes. It is amazing how much of a psychological effect chastity has upon those of us under lock and key. So called "hard limits" blur and we find ourselves doing, thinking and tolerating things most of us may not consider otherwise. I for one never imagined having but one orgasm in over 380 days and not being mad as hell about it! That said it really comes down to the oh-so-true statement of "Be careful what you wish for.". In the hands of the right keyholder I think many of us would find ourselves far afoot from where we may be now and much deeper into the abyss of this lifestyle. It is and can be a "Pandora's Box"...it is very hard to turn away the "rush" this lifestyle gives...very addictive. Yes, we all have a choice, but if you have ever taken a long break and then gone back under lock and key the feeling is indescribable in those first moments of being locked back in your device...makes you wish it never came off...and so it goes, the abyss widens.

    To M, I wish you the best as your journey progresses...no predictions, but what your future holds is obvious in my opinion...like the rest of us, you should have been more careful about what you wished for...in a moment of hormonal, chastity-driven "intoxication" my big mouth mentioned a frenum piercing to my lovely Wife/Keyholder and she is actually intrigued by the idea. Keep us posted when you are able M!

    allaboutHer
     
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    I was only joking about the giant meteor but..............wow how close was i.
     
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    Mobie, so much for hard limits. I can't say that I am surprised at this latest turn of events. But realistically, it is just a natural progression of your desire for CBT and to be her sex slave. Sex slaves do what is desired of them. Now that you have sucked cock, expect to suck more cock, expect to be fucked by a man, expect to have your cock pierced as to make your cage more secure, expect to be a cuckold, etc. This is what your mistress wants, and really, this is what you want too. Best of luck with things to come!
     
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    Hi everyone; I'm sorry I was away for so long; I've really not had any time whatsoever on my own these past weeks. In fact, this is the first time I'm free to do what I want since the beginning of Feb. My princess has me from the time I get home, until the time I leave in the morning.

    So whats new; Well; I had a revelation back in Jan and I guess I chased SFD off ;-) with the realisation that the reality of touching a man under the direction of a woman is a major rush. I learned this back at Ms. Suz two parties ago during what they called an intervention. My princess has told me that I would be the main attraction, and I had really expected a major S/M scene, but instead, there were 5 women plus my wife easing me into touching men. First a handshake, then a backrub, then a foot massage. They were all very encouraging, supportive, and really made it a very safe environment. What also helped was the guy was hooded, obviously young and completely shaved with a good physic. After rubbing his foot for around 10 mins, my wife leaned over and wispered "it's time". I looked up at everyone, and they all where nodding, so I did it. All I remember thinking was "OK, here it goes", and by the time he was hard in my mouth (wild feeling!), I was straining against the chastity device; not so much that I was the one on my knees, but just the way I locked eyes with my princess through the entire thing. I was getting into it, as was he, when his mistress said "Thats enough". The women all applauded, and congratulated me, saying "See, that wasn't so bad.", etc, which felt good. But my princess kssing me on the mouth and telling me she was proud of me for surpassing my limits made me feel amazing. Never in my wildest dreams would I have thought this would have come to pass. And the revelation was that I'm hopelessly in love with my princess and will do whatever she wants without question. I made that commitement to her on the way home that night, and since then, I've done just that.

    Yes, iloveporno, I can understand your viewpoint that she has me under her thumb, and she does; but as allabouther says, its all about her. I try my best now to anticipate what she wants, and not bother her about what I want or feel I need. She tests me constantly, from sleeping on the floor, to spending a weekend in downstairs locked up, to actually being filmed giving a guy head and swallowing!! on demand. (Ms. Suz brought her slave over so my Princess could film me..It was sort of a shock to me as I had just walked in the door from work) And no, the video isn't used for blackmale. She likes to watch me watch it when she wants to berate me for a humiliation session.

    And yes..I've been rewarded a multitude of times. My obvious favorite is getting to have sex with her; though the promise of an orgasm is continually postponed. She takes great joy in watching me suffer as she puts the belt on (Oh..the Arch is on! what a device!)

    Anyway; thats the update. I'm only free tonight and doubt I'll be back on for another week. Take care everyone..

    M
     
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    oh well mobi glad to hear you are well and obviously happy it seems its true we should be very careful what we wish for!
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    Thanks for the update! :) Been wondering about you/some specifics, thank you for sharing, glad things aren't bad and you are in a good state. (Certainly compared to rough starts of this whole process so long ago.)
     
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    Mobi...question about "doing the deed". Any idea what would have happened if you had refused? I find it interesting that this was a "hard limit" for you yet it appears that the goal at the party was to push you past this limit.
     
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    Its been a month since Mobico's last post. I wonder how his journey is going.
     
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    I'd sure like an update,too!
     
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    At this time I would like to thank you for your years of reporting.
    There appear to have been 2 steps where your relationship has moved towards TPE. One was engineered ( the girlfriend ), one was confessed ( the porn ) and I fear there is only one more offense yet to be exposed. That of broadcasting your relationship. Your hard limits have evolved under pressure and your only remaining liberty is the keyboard.

    We, are now trapped in suspense, waiting to read of your destiny.
     
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    This is the longest Mobico has gone without posting. I hope things are going well. I wonder if he will ever come back.

    I have found his writings to be exciting, exotic, and at times very worrisome especially over the last year or so. I have tried to imagine being in his situation and how I would handle dealing with a dominant that was so controlling and extreme. My wife read much of this blog and she was put off by his wife. My wife is a dominant but could not relate to his wife especially the ways in which she chose to manipulaten him to push him further.

    But to be honest, people only do what they want and I have come to conclusion that this is what they both want. He always claimed to not want to suck cock but he had tons of porn which included forced bi and cuckolding which means that in reality this is what he wanted. All the bravado of never giving in on the forced bi and once in the situation he freely did it and then did it again the very next week without an issue.

    He chose out of free will to take off the device and took a break for a month or so and all of the sudden was craving everything he was complaining about.

    I have a feeling that his wife understands him very well and after reviewing his porn collection with him, she is only taking them where they both want to be.

    I have a feeling that cuckolding is already in the works.
     
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    It seems inevitable to me, after reading the progression of his life so far. I do hope that it's ultimately a happy place for him.
     
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    I think it will be a happy place for him. If not then he has the choice to leave. We all have a choice.
     
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    I'm afraid we may not hear from Mobico again. In his last email, he wrote that he had a small break when his wife went somewhere. I have the feeling either he has no more free time and is with his wife continually or she discovered (or he confessed) to these posts and she didn't like what she saw. She could have these posts deleted if she wanted, so if she does know, perhaps she doesn't care.

    Anyway, it sounds like Mobico has arrived at the level of submission he desired. Saying he was hopelessly in love with his wife (and I assume a very happy fellow) indicated that his wife finally got the hang of dominating him and found the way to their mutual happiness.

    In a sense his real journey is just starting and we may never know what has happened. I'm guessing he's already been penetrated by a male and perhaps is on the way to cuckolding. I hope he can find the time to update us with his rather amazing adventures.

    His life now seems like "they lived happily ever after".

    Best wishes to you, Mobico
     
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    Wow thanks for informing us dboy, I do hope he gets to keep us updated. I agree with you that cuckolding is just around the corner for him and I assume it was a large part on his porn collection.
     
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    I can assure all he is happier than every. Wish the both of them the best!
     
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