my GODDESS and HER Evolving Fetish Of Tease & Denial

hello to all who would read my following recollections and please, if you find them interesting enough to read more, let me know.

if i may, i would love to share a fascinating evolution of an unbelievable Tease & Denial Fetish my deeply beloved gently assertive GODDESS has been crafting on me over the number of years.

Yes, all these incredible new "unknowns" started right away when my deeply beloved gently assertive glorious GODDESS descended from the mighty UNIVERSE to savor me years ago.

As i was a true novice in this incredible world of FLR, learning all along the way, i just followed my inner instincts and my dreamed imaginations and started discovering my submissive hidden 'me' thanks to my deeply beloved gently assertive
glorious GODDESS, who always gently introduced me to unknown secrets of her sacred desires & requirements... ALWAYS quoting: "The Way It Is Supposed To Be..." when HER next revelation was announced.

When we met for the first time, i had to confess all my "bad" habits..., including my intimate life before and when admitted a regular masturbation to my sacredly destined GODDESS, then SHE looked at me for a moment while smiling and then firmly revealed HER Sacred "Non-Negotiable" rules:

#1) you always OBEY ME, your sacredly destined ONLY GODDESS
#2) you are FORBIDDEN to masturbate for your own pleasure as we speak
#3) your pleasure now BELONGS to ME, your sacredly destined ONLY GODDESS

Then my deeply beloved gently assertive glorious GODDESS continued:

“I know you will become MY obedient, naughty boy, I can see it in your eyes..."
"YES! you WILL OBEY ME! & you WILL CRAVE to OBEY ME! more & more..."

"The Way It Is Supposed To Be..."

After this 'vitally' important announcement, i was gently commanded:

“NOW! Strip bare naked for your sacredly destined GODDESS, yes, strip slowly, NOW!”

And i did exactly as my sacredly destined GODDESS commanded me, yes,
i stripped bare naked for my sacredly destined GODDESS, omg, it was the first time ever i have ever stripped for any girl in my whole life... my whole bare naked body was fully exposed to my sacredly destined GODDESS.

“What an obedient boy, wow, and wearing such sexy transparent thongs, what a gorgeous body
and such a beautifully hard erect cock, aren't you ashamed of your wet dripping cock, knowing you
are forbidden to masturbate for your own pleasure...”

“However..., you are allowed to perform for your sacredly destined GODDESS when commanded
and that is the only exception of rule #2.”

“Show me your SUBMISSIVE side, stroke your hard erect, wet dripping COCK for your sacredly
destined GODDESS, oh yes, slow, long strokes, yes, good boy...”

“Now, show me your fully loaded testicles, yes, beautifully rounded testicles... oh yeah, what a
naughty boy.”

“I know you crave to show me your slender butt, don't be so shy, show me your ass... yes, what a
beautiful ass, oh yeah.”

“And now stroke your hard erect, wet dripping cock faster, faster, what a gorgeously grown big
cock, growing more and more with every stroke, oh yeah, I love it.”

“Yes my sacredly destined GODDESS, yes.”

“I like to hear you screams, yes, scream loud for your sacredly destined GODDESS, as loud as
you can, scream now!”

And yes, i did scream like never ever before. It was my first time ever when i stripped bare
naked for any girl in my whole life and it was my first time ever when i performed for any girl in my
whole life, too.

i realized how much I craved to please my sacredly destined GODDESS and i was crazily focused on my performance. My sacredly destined GODDESS pleasantly commented my performance.

“You are a naughty boy, aren't you, are you ready to explode your Hot CUM mess to please your sacredly destined GODDESS?”

“Are you truly ready to satisfy MY Hot CUM fetish wild passion?”

“Yes my sacredly destined GODDESS, yes, I can't hold my Hot CUM mess anymore, please, please.”

My sacredly destined Goddess knew i was ready to explode:

“Naughty, naughty, naughty one, I love your beautiful COCK, so big, so hard, so juicy wet, just for my
pleasure, yes, show me how deeply you love your sacredly destined GODDESS, explode your
Hot CUM mess NOW!”

And yes, I exploded my Hot CUM mess all over my chest, navel, oh yes, one of the shots of my
Hot CUM mess landed in my open mouth while i was screaming loud...

... and yes, i tasted my own Hot CUM mess...

My sacredly destined Goddess was evidently excited while enjoying my performance.

“What a naughty boy, what a beautiful Hot CUM mess explosion.”

“I simply love it, I do and I know you will entertain me greatly more and more, definitely you WILL, that is your sacred destiny!”

“Yes, you certainly WERE created for MY pleasure, you are MINE & BELONG to ME now.”

“I have pleasantly noticed you tasted your own Hot CUM mess too, did not you..”

“Did you like it, did you enjoy tasting your Hot CUM mess?”

“Yes my sacredly destined GODDESS, i did and it was actually my first time ever.”

My sacredly destined GODDESS just lustfully said.

“There is always a first time for everything, is not it and there is always a room for an improvement,
is not it, too MY naughty boy.”

“I noticed your beautifully trimmed, narrow pubic hair, you like your silky smooth body as well as
wearing sexy transparent thongs, don't you”.

“Yes my sacredly destined GODDESS, i do.”

And my sacredly destined Goddess wrapped up my first performance ever...

“Way to go MY naughty boy, now go and clean your Hot CUM mess...”

“By the way, do not forget to keep your body silky, silky, silky smooth for your sacredly
destined GODDESS next time....”

“And always, always remember that there is always a way of improvement for everything.”

“I encourage you to be you, yes, I sacredly desire and require you to open your innerself to your
sacredly destined GODDESS, and I know that you WILL.”

“Good night MY naughty one and dream about ME, your sacredly destined ONLY GODDESS.”

When i was showering my bare naked body, i realized how amazing my sacredly destined GODDESS was during my first 'live' performance and yes, i could feel my performance's unknown excitement... Yes, the very intriguing excitement, realizing that my sacredly destined GODDESS was just guiding me naturally, gently, in a direction where my
sacredly destined GODDESS sacredly desired and required me to be in, actually.

And while i was thinking about my sacredly destined GODDESS, I somehow unknowingly shaved off completely all of my remaining pubic hair... omg,

... was it just a coincidence or was it my sacredly destined GODDESS' power, the invisible powerful suggestions about my silky smooth body?

i was not able to determine that, though i was glued to my completely hairless pubic, yes, my cock as well as my testicles were beautifully fully exposed. The first 'live' performance not only marked my first performance for my sacredly destined GODDESS, it was just the beginning of many more fascinating events to cum...

I knew i would OBEY my sacredly destined GODDESS No-Matter-What...

 

Hi,

Thanks for all responses so far, perhaps i should apologize to some readers who somehow did not like the way i have presented my post by not following their preferences.

Maybe a bit of closer insight would help.

Nothing in my posting has to do with ANY RANDOM selection, all what seems to some as a RANDOM act has a true genuine meaning, actually.
At least to me as well as to others who understand.

As i am proudly revealing recollections of my vivid past memories and am obliged to describe and depict all of them as best as i am capable of,
i am not in such a spiritual state i would sacrify anything in my writing to "fit" my writing into a concise form for easier or "faster" reading...
If i would then my posts would not reflect the true meaning of my recollections.

Please try to understand that my posts are suppose to celebrate and worship my sacredly destined GODDESS / my deeply beloved gently assertive glorious GODDESS and both these "long" titles or descriptors have unique meanings along the way as well.

i simply can't jeopardize my believes, priorities, personal values for the sake of convenience of others.

Perhaps you can visualize yourself in a situation when you might be told to start expressing yourself differently than you normally do...
Please, be honest with yourself, do you think you would like that? i honestly do not think so.

Respect & Tolerance are the most powerful personal gifts,

nb

 

Post #2

.... i must confess my life has somehow altered into an higher dimension of love since the arrival of my sacredly destined GODDESS, yes, i could feel the difference when trying to compare my feelings with my past encounters... this time everything was completely different and

i could feel an unknown strong power being energized from a sacred source around me, kind of invisible web. The power i had to obey.

i was a true novice in the world of FLR, discovering my submissive trait.

My sacredly destined GODDESS has started altering me the way she sacredly desired and required to suit her lustful passion and fetishes as she loved to voyeur male naked performances. As i have discovered down the road, she enjoyed to explore her phenomenal tease & denial. I was enrolled in a introductory courses for submissive males at a private club, the club where only dominant females were running all the business.

When i attended my first class, the receptionist handed me a small wrapped package:

„Here is your introductory package with instructions, read all requirements please. The change room is on your left, just follow the instructions.“

So i entered the change room and opened the package. I found the instructions and another small wrapped package inside... when i opened it, i found a set of female transparent panties...

When reading the instructions, i probably blushed red as have realized that i would have to undergo some physical examination before allowed to join the classes. I had to undress bare naked and wait for pre-examination by an esthetician. When the esthetician entered the waiting room, she smiled at me and introduced herself as Miss 'D' and escorted me to an adjacent room.

I was instructed to lay down on a massage therapy table for a pre-screening examination and then I was authoritatively told:

“Your GODDESS strictly requires your completely hairless body for your initial examination and as I can see you have already shaved off completely your pubic hair, though some additional improvements must be applied prior to admitting you for your initial examination by a doctor, provided generously by one of the best friends of your GODDESS.”

And the esthetician then professionally removed all my body hair by applying hot wax-stripes first and shaving off the leftovers. Honestly, I have never ever visited an esthetician for waxing before and did not know what to expect. It was brutal, though I tried not to scream too much. Yes, it was the first time in my life all my body was completely hairless, my armpits, my chest, my arms,my legs, my butt, my pubic, simply all my body-hair was gone.

When finished, the satisfied esthetician looked at my silky smooth, completely hairless body with a great satisfaction:

“Yes, indeed, you look like a virgin boy now, 'The way it's supposed to be...', I knew that you gonna be fine.”

Miss 'D' then gently took my hand and escorted me for my examination at a doctor's office. I did not realized I was bare naked and hard erect when entered the office.
I was standing bare naked in front of the doctor and have noticed a wink in her eyes as she briefly looked at my silky smooth, completely hairless bare naked
body. Doctor then asked Miss 'D' to proceed with a standard, initial examination protocol before i could be allowed to enter the course. I was taken to a 'Y' shape medical examination bed and Miss 'D' strapped my hands and legs securely. I noticed my legs were lifted up and spread wide. My heart started pounding fast as well as my cock hardened like a solid rock. Doctor approached me and inspected my body briefly, commenting her observations to Miss 'D':

“I am pleased with a newcomer, and am sure he will join my research programme as soon as possible as discussed earlier.”

“Now, let's proceed with a full examination.”

Doctor then inspected my heart conditions, blood-pressure, then inspected my testicles and pubic area, my hard erect, wet dripping cock and finally my ass.
i knew my face blushed red when noticed my hard erect, wet dripping cock as well as my visible embarrassment when doctor inspected thoroughly my ass.

“Everything sounds and looks perfectly well Miss 'D', you can finish the examination as prescribed by a 'classes' protocol, will you.”

“Really?”

“Of course, I think you will do a good job, why don't you just start with required warm-up preparation for all important measurements.”

“Thank you doctor, I will do my best.”

Miss 'D' then approached me from the open area of the 'Y' shaped medical examination bed and started squeezing gently my fully loaded, beautifully rounded testicles. Yes, i moaned in a reaction to that. Miss 'D' was pleased with her observations and encouraged me to free my feelings.

“Testicles fully loaded, ready to proceed...”

i had no idea what would come next, though obediently praying all was over ASAP.

Miss 'D' then started stroking slowly my already hard erect, wet dripping cock. i knew I might be in a big trouble as i could foresee the outcome of this examination and i knew my sacredly destined GODDESS would inquire all about my obedience.

Miss 'D' then took measurements of my cock, both hard erection size and circumference. i thought that was the end of examination, though i was terribly wrong...
Doctor then asked Miss 'D' to take a 'sample'. Miss 'D' then gently squeezed my fully loaded testicles and determinately continued stroking my grown cock.

“What a good boy, your sacredly destined GODDESS requires you to explode your Hot CUM mess to be sure you are the ONE to satisfy her Hot CUM fetish wild passion.”

Miss 'D' then slowed down a stroking rhythm and prolonged the strokes, squeezing my testicles, evaluating my Hot CUM mess readiness and then, when she noticed i was at a brink of point of no-return, Miss 'D' stopped suddenly, yes, my Hot CUM mess explosion was halted just prior to my point of no-return.

“Your sacredly destined GODDESS will be pleased with your silky smooth, completely hairless body, and definitely with your submissive side, I bet all your Hot CUM mess for that... I am sure your sacredly destined GODDESS will be proud of you, do not disappoint your sacredly destined GODDESS.”

And Miss 'D' continued methodically stroking my well grown hard erect, wet dripping cock with an incredible wild passion. And this time she went far, far beyond my point of no-return, triggering my Hot CUM mess volcanic explosion.

Yes, i screamed like a true virgin when Miss 'D' triggered my Hot CUM mess explosion and as i simply could not hold my feelings anymore, screaming loudly:

“Oh my deeply beloved GODDESS, please forgive me, forgive me, forgive me...”

Miss 'D' aimed my Hot CUM mess explosion directly all over my silky smooth, completely hairless chest and navel, squeezing my beautifully rounded testicles until completely empty and continued stroking my cock over and over until the creamy Hot CUM remains covered the glans of my penis.

Oh yeah, one of the shots of my Hot CUM mess landed just in my open mouth again while screaming loudly and I managed to taste my Hot CUM mess again, just like when i was performing for my deeply beloved Goddess during my first 'live' performance.

Doctor was pleased with the outcome of my final examination and marked down a 'Great Submissive Potential during the initial examination' remark in red into my file.

Finally, I was allowed to take a shower, put on my new female transparent panties and returned with Miss 'D' to the classroom for my first class of the introductory course for submissive males...

 

what would you suggest...

 

Thanks for your reply, my initial post were just beginning, down the road my GODDESS enforced her power in such an extent, that i was allowed to ejaculate only once at the beginning of this year... she likes denying me much more than in the past... and... believe it or not i am obsessed by her denial more & more and crave to be denied more & more...

 

It seems i am @ a wrong place @ wrong time, my apology to all disappointing readers.