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[mobico69]

Hi everyone; I appreciate all the feedback; and some of it is really cool; while others is a little off?

Stroppy and Seargent; Thanks; And Yes..having her explain why; and more intensly, having her just come down naked in silence then get off, was a major turn-on for me, and changes the whole dynamic of sitting in that basement.

Rschulz00; I know a lot of people seem to think I'm undergoing some sort of hypnosis to accept my predicmant, but it realy isn't like that; or at least, its pretty much on the same level as having to write dedications for hours; but much easier on the hand!!!.

And to many others, Sillyfemdude as well..this whole thing about me going down on a guy is soo way off its crazy..No amount of listening to some wav files is going to change the inborn aversion I have toward doing a man! It is just not going to happen, and I suspect I'd end this thing with my wife if I was put into a strong situation where she insisted I do it. Imagine, infront of everyone, forced, etc; and she tells me to do it; The answer is simply no..I get up and walk out. I'm not owned in that sense; and I have absolutly no interest in doing that. Now to be clear; I have not brought this up wit my princess; I have no interest in putting things into her head or even 'challenging her authority' with the idea..I'm in that sensitive a situation. So no..I'm not sucking on anyone.
As for cuckolding; Not there either; though the difference here is about trust and love. I know we both love eachother, and though she let me get head once, that was based on an agreement we had. If she was going to cuck me, she would be breaking a big trust; and I don't think I'd want to be with her anymore. So no; I've no interest in cucking; though its not my decision; it is hers, and I trust her with my life/wife.

I'm hoping that answered your question regarding trust, Billyboi...

And IS Randy/Dboy; I think you've got it right..

I don't mean to be short; its just coming up to 5 and I have to get out of here soon; Doubt I'll be on the PC tonght.

MEanwhile, quick update on a few things.
First, when I got home on Friday, guess who was there; yup, Ms. Suz. After greeting them both in the proper fashion, she had me go down and lock myself up in the cage and do my mediations..; A little while later, she comes down, and tells me that from now on; I've got to spend 2 hours in the cage a night. If I miss two hours, I need to catch up the next night, and so on. I pushed back a little bit, and then started negotiating for just an hour..Finally she relented, and told me that if I'm good about it, I can move to an hour a night at the beginning of June. So only 2 hours a day is good.

But of course, Saturday comes, and I find out that we are going to the city for the evening; I'm dressed up ; bag packed, and guess who's joining us. Yup. Ms Cathy and hers. So I spent the better part of Sat and Sun in NYC; either following them around, eating in silence; or just sitting in the hotel room. Not a lot of exciting things to tell; but of course, as soon as we get home last night, she says "You owe me 4 hours; do you want wait until tomorrow or do it all tonight". So wimpy me says tomorrow; So now I have 6 hours which I'll probably break out for 3 each night.

I'll tell you; she is having fun with this, and for me its frustrating, but she's teasing me right about it; and keeping it interesting. I'm curious to see what tonight will bring; But I seriously doubt it will be sucking on some guy's dick! ;-)

Thanks everyone, and again, I hope I didn't come off short; just typing fast...

M

[kcjack]

Hi mobico69,

I have been following your thread here for some time, curious to see where your journey leads. I have an idea where this will all lead, but only you and your mistress can tell us for sure.

I had a great thought. Since you now have the basement dungeon wired for video, you need to ask your mistress to post some video clips of you in the dungeon. Or better yet, set up a live feed to the internet......... kind of a sex-slave cam! If she really likes the idea, she could post or stream when you are teased or disiplined.

I think there are many, many people here that would be very interested to see the dungeon and what goes on there.

Thanks

[Sillyfemdude]

M
Short term prediction - CFNM for Memorial Day.. http://en.wikipedia....ale,_naked_male
(for Therisa)

Your wife get's off on humiliating her husband.
So......That's my prediction.
Oh, you'll get to wear a hood, just like the party.
Two weeks, that's all we have to wait.
SFD

[dboy]

It does seem a bit curious that this 'cell' thing has happening right before Therisa's visit. Perhaps there's a connection, perhaps not and it's just part of the plan.

Since you said Therisa told your wife (in effect) you weren't worth marrying, it's my guess that your wife is going to show Therisa how wrong she is. I hope it's done gradually and not that the first thing Therisa sees is you on video in the cell. But somewhere along the line, maybe. I think your wife will really want to demonstrate her power over you to impress her friend and who knows what that will entail. Perhaps you locked in the cell? With a hood? Or ball gag? Or just naked with your chastity device on?

All in all, an interesting and hopefully not too humiliating a time will be had.

Do you have anything to do while you're in the cell or do you just sit (or stand) there? Boy. you're wife is really into the "waiting" concept.

Edited by dboy, 15 May 2012 - 05:07 AM.

[mobico69]

Just finishing up work; headed home.

I don't know SFD; I'm not really concerned about it. She's sort of like that bad sister you never liked? We've all been around the block a few times with eachother, and seen good and bad. She just doesn't like me, and I don't like her, but we suffer through eachothers presents for the sake of my princess.

Dboy; Yes..The thought has crossed my mind..though I'm unsure if I'll be in the cage or she'll just show the dungeon. I don't know..And I'm not really carying right now ;-)))

But yes, My wife is really being nasty as it comes to this; and nasty, I mean sneaky.

So as soon as I get home yesterday, I'm expecting to put in 3 hours; but instead, I get a 'lets go out to dinner' tonight. So I'm like cool, cause it gets me out of the time for a while; and out we go around 7. Course, we get home around 10, cause we hang out and have drinks...so I'm like ; I'm going to lock in for my 2 hours; (yes..I get a PC down there..Laptop!; but no internet so I'm doing image stuff) But she says; I'm going to sleep, so unless you plan on staying down there for the whole night, you owe me 6 hours.

So yea..this is how it is. She's actually not letting me serve the time; I think she wants me to have the time saved up so that when therisa comes I have lots of time I'm supposed to be in the cage; So the game is afoot; :-) And I'm up for it. Tonight when I get home, I fully expect her to distract me / use me for something, whatever, and build up even more time. Its just her way..LOL

Oh..and KCJack; No way; Im nnot interested in being on display to the world..I'm private and have no interest in anyone finding out who I am. Very embarissing!

M

[Sillyfemdude]

M
Could you have slept in the cell - were you still clothed when you got home after dinner? If you'd agreed to spend the night in the cell you would have called her bluff. Of course she could have just changed the rules again. She probably would have gagged you. Do you think she'd have let you go all night without checking on you?

I tried to imagine 4.5 feet square. It's almost the same as a four foot office cubical panel. Do you sit on the floor and lean against the wall with your knees bent? The cold hard concrete floor and walls must be very hard and very cold on your naked skin. Have you tried leaning against the ladders?

Your wife seems very good at keeping you on on the edge.
Best Wishes
SFD

[chastitylocked]

mobico69, on 15 May 2012 - 09:38 PM, said:

Just finishing up work; headed home.

Just curious - what sort of work do you do?

[kcjack]

M

I understand how you don't want to be outed. But it may not be up to you, will it. Plus, if you are in your hood, who would know.

I am not sure your princess doesn't have some other intention for those camers other than her observation of you! Like you said, she is being sneaky. Plus, she is building up the time you owe her in your cell for a reason.

Best of luck, but I have a feeling you will be spending more time in the cell in the near term. Maybe she will get tired of it after her friend has left.

[mobico69]

Well..I'm down to 5 hours owed. 3 yesterday and 2 tonight. As expected, tonight I got home and 2 hours in she wanted me up to watch AI with her again. At least on Tue I got through 3.

Hey SFD: The floor has carpet (installed by me), but the cold concreet has a way of seeping up. I have a chair in there, and prop my feet up on the ladder to play with the laptop, its pretty comfy for a limited stay. And no, I would not want to sleep down there, though if forced, my feet would go under the first rung of the ladder.

KCJack; No way; First, I hate wearing the leather hood for an extended time; Its hot, and with the gag, very difficult to breath well. Also, I'm not sure we can record from those cameras; They are a straght feed into the router, and viewable via the software on the pc. I'm not sure there is a record or transmit to internet feature. And no way in hell will I suggest to this woman that we broadcast me to the world. No way. Next thing you know, she'd be charging money and not only taking requests but implementing them. And the internet is not a place to get requests for a slave like me. My life would become miserable!!!

ChastityLocked; I'm a consultant in a large company. I'd rather not go too much into what I do though..;-) I'm sure you understand.

Anway, SFD: It finally happened. She actually tried to hypnotise me; or at least, she gave me pretty blatently obvious suggestions. Before, as I've said, her wave files have pretty much been encouraging and thankful. But tonight, she slipped one in that couldn't go un-noticed! She led up with how she wanted me to act when Therisa is around. like no arguments, be as respectful as I'd be to her, etc. But toward the end, she said 'If Therisa asks you nicely, and uses the word 'please', you MUST do as she asks." At first it seemed to flow in together with what she was saying; but she started repeating it several times, and I was like 'brainwash'!.

And tonight, while I was being milked again to a wonderful O (by hand) I called her on it. She played dumb; but I know her. Tomorrow I'm going to listen for it again, and call her out if its in any of her new waves.

She's arriving on the 24th. Arg..

M

[Sillyfemdude]

M
Thanks for the update. When she milks you, is it prostate massage or penis stimulation?

If you look back a year she was using repeated phrases. I'm not an expert on hypnosis, but I don't know if that's the same.

May 3,2011. "Another thing that stood out was when she would have me repeat something over and over, I first would just repeat word for word, not taking what I was saying as anything more than play. But then as I repeating it over and over, I would question if it was true or not. And though I know my mind objected to what I was saying, I remember clearly questioning if what I was saying is true or not. ...A perfect example is when my wife talked to me about seeing her naked. She had me get on my knees and look at her feet. Then she said something like "When was the last time I saw her naked?" I responded "A month ago". Then she said "I don't think you deserve to see me naked, do you agree". I'd respond "Yes, Princess, I don't think I deserve to see you naked". And as she asked it over and over, having me repeat it over and over, I really started to question what I would need to do to deserve to see her naked. I know this sounds kooky, but it was real.. Looking back, I know its a game, but still, this feeling stuck with me."